Sunday, March 13, 2011

winning the game

well, if you've seen my facebook, you already know: i'm officially not a virgin anymore. it was... wow. 'nuf said.



i'm so fucking confused about drew. all of a sudden, today, he was acting beyond sweet. he said "i love you" at least ten times, if not more. he told me he wants to get a tattoo of lyrics from our song. he came in to see me at work (stoned off his ass, but still). yet he's still with lyssa. i really don't know what to make of everything.

running on nothing but coffee and a mountain dew today, and countless smokes at work. it's amazing how much starving and smoking keeps me level.

it's spring break, and my goal is to lose at least 5lbs. it. will. happen.

stay strong, think thin, live ana
xoxoNikkioxox

3 comments:

  1. So you lost it to drew, but he still has a girlfriend? I hope it works out for you, but be careful :)
    I'm sure you will lose the 5 pounds in no time :)
    Stay strong,
    Lottie x

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  2. Wait Drew still is dating someone else! Well be careful like lottie says cause I had a similar situation(except we didn't sleep together)and I got hurt badly!But any way I'm sure you can lose 5lbs. easy! Good luck darling!
    <3Mimi Bentley<3

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  3. Watch him carefully. Really carefully. And yeah. It will happen!

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