Friday, January 14, 2011

star-crossed lovers


"Tis torture, and not mercy. Heaven is here
Where Juliet lives, and every cat and dog
And little mouse, every unworthy thing,
Live here in heaven and may look on her,
But Romeo may not."

yesterday, drew got in a huge fight with his grandma (he lives with his grandparents). apparently his grades are not up to her standard. she absolutely flipped shit on him. she told him she wanted him to break up with me. when he refused, it just made her more mad. she took his phone away so he wouldn't be able to talked to me, forbid him to see me, and even made him take off the bracelet i made him. he's completely grounded, isn't allowed to stay after school for any reason, so there's absolutely no way for us to see eachother outside of school.

he promised me a few days ago that he'd stay with me through the good and the bad, because that's what he believes you're supposed to do when you care about someone as much as we care about eachother. he brought that up last night, and told me that he would keep that promise.

frankly, it just sucks. drew's been the one thing that always takes away all my stress, worries, sadness, any negative thing in my head. but now this whole situation just adds to the stress. i already miss him. this weekend we have monday off, which happens to be our one-month mark, and we're not going to be able to see eachother at all. i don't even know how much we're going to be able to talk to eachother.

i guess the only option is to fast the pain away.

i'm in one of those poetic depressed moods, in case you couldn't tell. fuck. i might dig into my prozac stash tonight.

stay strong, think thin, live ana
xoxoNikkioxox

2 comments:

  1. Oh honey, I'm sorry about his bitch of a gma, stay strong a fast will always, make you feel better, that way when you see him tuesday, you'll look even better than you did when you saw him today =]

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  2. fuck her, dude. everything will be alright.
    use this as motivation; fast and work your ass off these next three days so you'll look SEXY AS FUCK the next time you see him, and he'll be even more determined to stick it out through this bullshit.

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