Sunday, December 26, 2010

california girl, cassie, and ♥

well, my flight leaves for california in approximately 12 hours. as excited as i am for the trip, i'm dreading the food. i'm rooming with lizzy, who knows i "used to" have an eating disorder, so she'll be keeping an eye on me. zack will be there, but hopefully his new girlfriend will distract him enough not to notice me picking at my plate?


or maybe i can learn a trick or two from cassie. you've gotta watch this video. it's a clip from season 1 of skins. cassie's character is anorexic, and in this clip she explains to sid, her new crush, how she gets away with not eating. it's brilliant. i'm going to try her tricks while i'm in cali.

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drew came over today. as it turns out, taking things slow is more difficult than i anticipated. to be blunt, i'm too much of a horndog. we were making out in my room for 3 1/2 hours of the 4 hours he was here, if not more.

i trust him so much. i really do. i have instincts with people, and i just know that he's good. i really don't think he's going to hurt me. and alex and her boyfriend confirm this. to quote her boyfriend: "there's absolutely nothing wrong with him."

isn't he adorable? :) i lovvvvvvvveeeee this picture of us!

stay strong, think thin, live ana
xoxoNikkioxox


5 comments:

  1. Aww thats a cute picture! I love that episode of Skins, have a good trip! ♥

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  2. Omg that's a beauty pic!!
    You look beautiful :) I love that collar bone honey!!
    Have fun on your trip!! Imma watch that video as soon as I can!!

    Love, x

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  3. Awhh you guys are so KYOOTE together :D
    <3
    Have fun in California. I wanna go :( Shitty England and its shitty weather. Good luck with the Cassie trick! I find as long as everyone else is talking alot, you dont need to and pretend you're eating, but chip into the conversation. People eat slower when they#re talking anyway.

    Have fun
    sending you love :)
    <3
    xx

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  4. Awwwwh he's so cute and you're so pretty!

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  5. You are soooo pretty! Beautiful eyes! And you two look really cute together. :)

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