Tuesday, November 9, 2010

i got asked out on a date!!!


remember jay?

our friend kay set us up. i haven't talked to him since lunch last year, but kay started dropping him hints, and then last night he facebooked me asking what i was doing this weekend. he invited me over to his house while his parents aren't home. according to kay he just wants to watch movies, and honestly i believe that just based on his character, but the privacy will be nice.

for the first time in so long, i feel happy. i'm looking forward to something. i'm excited. when i think about it, my stomach flips.

i'm liquid fasting until then, but not out of self-hatred. just out of preparation. i want to make a good impression, after not seeing him for so long. and i want to feel confident, not bloated and blah. but some liquid calories will keep me from being physically weak. probably coffee and a slimfast every day until then.

i just can't believe it. i'm giddy. i feel like i'm in middle school.

i'm so distracted, it doesn't even really bother me that last night at court the charges were dropped before my mother even swore in.

i'm so distracted, i didn't even notice that me and molly have officially been broken up for a month.

my dad's found someone else, too, a girl from work. he asked me to take a picture for him and he sent it to her, then showed me her reply. "she's beautiful!!!! i love her style!" he says they're nothing romantic yet, just someone for him to talk to. i'm glad he's found someone his age to talk to. i'm really happy for him.

wow, i just still can't believe it.

stay strong, think thin, live ana
xoxoNikkioxox

P.S.: i want you to know i do read all your comments, even if i don't always address them in my posts. i thank all of you who support me, and i'm sorry to those who i've hurt. i will always reply to emails, lettersfromana@live.com.

5 comments:

  1. Awwwwwww!!! 90% of this post is so cute and precious and happy- making =] Grr. how the fuck could the charges be dropped so quickly?! Fucking court system these days.

    xo
    Victoria

    PS: GO SHOPPING AND TREAT YOURSELF TO SOME CUTE OUTFIT OR UNDIES FOR THIS WEEKEND! ;)

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  2. good job on the date! you are great inspiration!
    Keep up the amazing work :)

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  3. SO HAPPY FOR YOU!
    This is so exciting!

    Spoil yourself a bit, polish your nails, be all pretty and HAVE FUN! X

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  4. ya have a good time with jay but not to good a time if you know what i mean!

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  5. Hey Chickie!
    That is so awesome! I hope you have fun and make a connection :)

    Make sure that day before you go you eat a little something to make sure your not weak or get dizzy, you want to be able to fully take in thee night ;D

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