Wednesday, September 22, 2010
i was looking at pictures on google and just stumbled upon that second photo, where she has the phone. when i found out it was allison harvard from my favorite season of america's next top model, i started looking at more, thinking the search would be flooded with full length photos flaunting her perfect 5'10" figure. instead i found thinspiration from a surprising aspect of the photos. she has such a haunted look, with her huge eyes and thin frame. she looks doll-like, and it makes her the kind of person that you don't just glance over. just that ghostlike effect of her face is thinspiring; you could only achieve that effect if you were really thin. i've always had a 'feel' for what i wanted to be when i'm thin. that artsy girl in black, smoking a cigarette and drinking black coffee. when i described my future self as mysterious, it sounded close, but not quite right. i've found the right phrase: haunted beauty. when i'm pale with my eyes sunken in, ribs hiding under my shirt, i will be a true ghost girl. i will shock people without saying a word, forever haunting their memory, even though they never knew my name.
stay strong, think thin, live ana
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