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in other news, i have a new motivation: HOMECOMING. september 27. i want to be as skinny as possible by then. how much weight do you think i can lose in a month? i'm thinking maybe 20 lbs if i really get my ass in gear. i have a dress that i want to wear, it's dark purple and a little poofy at the bottom. it reminds me of a punk fairy, if that makes any sense. i'm going to wear my converse with it and look hella cute. IF i'm thin enough to pull it off by then, that is. right now it just makes my hips look even wider, if that was possible. every time i see food i need to remind myself of this goal: LOOK GOOD AT HOMECOMING. look good at homecoming. look good at homecoming. i'll even say it in german, ich muss für Homecoming gut aussehen! i NEED to get it in my head!
well wish me luck.
stay strong, think thin, live ana
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